Tuesday, May 22, 2012

The Secret in their eyes


Looking at her, I understood those are the saddest eyes one can stare
Like two sad stars, they had learnt to hide the chaos in the heart
But what pained me most, the way she smiled fighting her angst
Not letting the world know that she is hurt
I had hoped I will help her through the darkness
But I felt like a firefly trying to lend light to a burning sun
So I returned, without looking back once
With each step I took, I felt the breaking of the bridge that connected us both

But I kept walking, searching for all the excuses I will make, in the time to come
Why didn’t I stay back, why didn’t I fight for my place
Alas , but such is life; so many questions yet so few answers
All lost in the secret in their eyes

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Summer Melancholy

Walking down the road in the morning,
Glanced my face in the mirror of the speeding car; gloomy , tired
Is it going to be like this for rest of life, dragging myself to nightmares?
But in this frustration, I wasn’t alone
Everyone I saw on the road had the same expression
As if the tired souls are whispering the melancholy into each other

Fifteen kg kids walking like drunkards,
Fighting gravity with twenty-five kg schoolbags on their back 
Men hurrying towards daily jobs ,
Holding lunchbox in one hand and wet handkerchief in other
Women covered from head to toe,
Only eyes peering out of the cloth protection
It is not a religious thing: They are just fighting with sun not to interfere with color of their skin
Students hanging from train doors
Is it just population or we just like to lean on each other?
In those crowded compartments, still business thrives
One blind vendor fights his way through sweating bodies to earn his daily living
Only happy face it seemed, when I look outside, models in the billboards
Selling underwear to gold with their plastic smiles




The train stops at stations and the wave of bodies crash into each other
Coming, going, standing, thinking and not thinking
Lost in the spectacular daily zombie walk of civilisation
As a species have we outlived our invitation?

Sitting in the office, waiting for the hands of clock to arrange themselves in a beautiful angle
So that I can return to my room, I wonder
Who is more lonely : the handrails in the empty train waiting for hands to hold them again
Or the vehicles in the parking lot under the scorching sun

Thursday, April 19, 2012

'I' bike

The entry is for'The Castrol Power1 Blogging Contest' ( www.facebook.com/CastrolBiking ) 


My childhood prayer to have wings, so that I can fly far away
And sure I did fly, when I got my own flying machine
Through the dusty village roads to the open highway

It is my time machine, a door between things known and things unknown
It moves me from daily humdrums of life to unknown adventure
My own grey day dream space where memory meets inspiration




Riding under blue sky, sun in my open mouth
I can hear the song the wind sings and see the mystery of world as unfolds
I ride not to escape but to confront my demons

I see new faces on the road, some happy, some sad and some nonchalant
Everyone has a story to tell of the magnificent worlds inside them
In those thousand faces sometimes I even encounter myself

Through the snowy mountain tracks to the elegant beach roads
Through the city potholes to lush green villages paths
I ride not for destination but for the truth that we all seek

Sometimes under the angry sun, sometimes through the moody monsoon
Sometimes through the rough winter and sometimes through pleasant autumn
Seasons come and go as wheels of my bike keep rolling and never stop

To see the morning sun when it rises from the sea or simply ride on hill curves
To drink tea at tea-shop by highway side or to cruise on the night road
When I ride every moment brings an opportunity to explore

I understand life better as I ride on the two-wheels
The front one for the future and rear one for the past
And whistling eternal freedom-song I ride happily through my life 

Sunday, April 8, 2012

RAIN SONG


It’s raining after a long summer
I can hear the sweet sound of drops of water touching the ground
And smell of water-kissed-earth brings the old memory profound
It reminds me of the rainy days long ago, when I had sailed my handmade paper boats in the stream
Those keep sailing back to me crossing the gap of space and time
I can see my old self dancing in the rain, a barefooted boy on the village road
The feeling of pure joy and freedom
I can see my teenage self sitting beside the pond in front of my home
Counting the ripples in water and thinking about life and freedom


Then I have a fleeting vision of you,
Your feature appeared when raindrops touched lightning 
It was for a moment of bliss, enough to sustain a whole life
I wonder whether your hand still seeks mine when it thunders
Is it raining there and you still singing the rain song
And your smile still lending colours to rainbow
It’s raining after a long summer and I want it to stay that way

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Fooled by Randomness

A sweet smile, a small talk or a walk together
Who knows how it starts
Coincidence of events or conspiracy of moments
The chain reaction never ends

A never-learn-from-mistake attitude
Searching for probably improbable end
Moving in a circle of chaos
My heart is a perfect recipe for disaster



For a moment it throbs like a wild fire
In the next, dead like a burnt forest
Though looks at peace from outside
Troubled as a live volcano, it never rests

Day dreams, long silence, waiting in vain
sometimes every moment seems eternity
A serendipitous glance at each other
And eternity passes through a moment

Always trying to connecting the dots
But never a correct figure emerged
Seems like the mystery will remain forever
Whether I was fooled by randomness or randomised by foolishness

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Someone Like You


When you woke up in the morning and had a feeling of deja vu
You try to remember but can't do
Just know that someone was dreaming about you



When you heard a knock outside
And find a red rose lying at your front door
Just know that someone was still missing you

When you travel and felt someone following you
And you look back to find busy world moving by
Just know that he is one face in that crowd

When you get tired at work and look outside the window
And saw the clouds formed your name in the sky
Just know that someone told them to do so

When you get a envelope from a unknown address
And inside find a small poem written about you
Just know that someone knows you more than you do

When you enjoy moon-lit evening with friends
And the wind whispered in your ear and you get confused
Just know that someone made a wish for you

When you go to sleep tonight
And keep thinking about all these things happened
Just know that someone will be always there for you

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

FREEDOM SONG

I WANT BACK MY HISTORY, ALL OF MY TEENAGE ENTROPY
I WANT MY LIFE WITHOUT REASON, FOR ALL ITS REMAINING SEASON

I WANT MY WOUNDED HEART BACK, AND ALL OF YOUR SORROW
I WANT MY BROKEN BICYCLE, AND YOUR TEAR SOAKED PILLOW




I DON’T WANT MORE CLARITY, NOR THE LIFE ON CHARITY
LET MY LIFE WITHOUT ANY PURPOSE, NOTHING TO ACHIEVE

I AM BEYOND THIS PLACE AND TIME
I AM OUT OF THIS PRISON ,  AT LAST I AM FREE